Now I'm really depressed

My female problem, that I mentioned on my other blog, came back last week. I went to the doctor today and I told the doctor that I probably needed my sugar checked (THANKS DEBS!). I've had mild diabetes since David was about 2, but I've always been able to control it with diet and exercise. Well I practically had to argue with the doctor to get him to check it and when he did it was 201. Pretty dang high for a fasting test. So now I'm on oral meds and I have to check my sugar twice a day.

That wasn't the only problem they found. My blood pressure was high also. I go back next Tuesday and if it's still high I'll have to go on medication for that as well. I have a long history of both conditions in my family. My mom had high blood pressure and my father was severely diabetic. Two of my three sisters are on insulin, as is one brother. My other brother is hypoglycemic.

I'm feeling really down right now.