I'm not a drinker...

But I seriously need a beer or six before I have a nervous breakdown! Here I sit, depressed yet again. I'm so unhappy with my life and I don't know what to do about it. I've thought about going back to school but I just don't have the motivation. I've been blown off by someone I cared a great deal about and thought was a dear friend. I think I need to crawl in hole for a while and think about making some changes.